hi all my buddy’s out there i am so sorry for not keeping in touch with all of you i am kinda embarassed about myself i feel i have let myself and all of you down but i am back on track now i was kinda depressed and over whelmed with this whole thing but i am glad to have an inspiration like mark he is at the same facility as i am and he is very good for support i haven’t told him yet but i thank you mark i hope you read this i been through the seminar for the surgery and i have to go to cleveland clinic on the 29th and spend all day there and go through the rest of my appoiuntments , i hope all goes good. if so i will be taking the last steps before going through surgery i am excited but yet scared so if i ever needed the support it is now AGAIN SORRY FOR LETTING ALL MY FELLOW BUDDY MEMBERS AND MYSELF DOWN but i am back